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[spider_system]

 If you don't hear from us ever again don't be surprised. We're unwanted. We might as well be dead. Sorry for being a bother to everyone. We love you guys. We thought we were friends. But half of the people we ever talk to never seem to like us. 

Again, we're sorry. 

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[halialkers]

You are not unwanted. Not at all. :(

Nor are you a bother. You're just......going through way too much shit in way too short a time with no real breathing room. In system and out of.

We are sorry that things are this hard for you. :(

-Julia for the Arhal system-

[spider_system]

Omega: thank you. :)

[halialkers]

It's the truth. :)

-Adrian-

[mirrorofsmoke]

Whoooa. Hold up. We like you guys. What on Earth is going on?

[spider_system]

Omega: people are rude and like to fuck with MD's feelings after treating him like a friend is all...He was highly upset last night, obviously. When he said that "he wasn't liked by anyone" he was speaking to a specific set of people. Not really people on here. Thank you for being here for us . :)

[soulhollow]

I was pretty confused by it too. It seemed like he was saying "we" throughout this post in the sense of, well, your whole group, so we were definitely concerned (for him and for your group as a whole)!

Meant to link MD this a week or so ago, but couldn't find it. I don't know if it'll help, but sometimes it's good to try and reverse anxious mental scenarios.

Sadie

[spider_system]

Omega: MD just gets like...overly sad easily. He's just...a sensitive guy. And a similar thing happened to him last year that just now happened to him so he's like, reliving all the pain.

I will show this to him tho! Thank you!

[we_are_spc]

I haven't really had a chance to talk to you lot, but I can say that I'd like to get to know you better-we would.

Please be safe, and if you ever need an ear let us know.

No one should ever feel unwanted. *appropriate gesture of comfort if wanted*

-Fallon~

[spider_system]

Omega: thank you. :)

[houseburning]

I'm not sure where you're getting these ideas that you're unwanted or a bother. We've replied to most of your posts and have had conversations on discord.

Being told "We thought we were friends," is sort of hurtful because we've never done anything to you that would indicate that we dislike you. It seems like you're lashing out at people who have been supportive of you in an attempt to further isolate yourselves. That's not a good idea.

I'm not sure what's going on, honestly. I know you guys have had a lot of internal system shit and a lot of medical stuff and pain, and maybe that's affecting your judgement and behavior, I don't know.

I can see from the comments on this post, as well as the ones on your previous post that there are people who care and are reaching out to help you, us included. I'm not sure what you need or what's lacking, but you can talk to us if you want to.

-jache, wilson, mango, others.

[mirrorofsmoke]

I'm seconding houseburning on all counts. :(

[spider_system]

Omega: hey friends. This was sorta in a direction that wasn't directed towards yall, if that makes sense. MD didn't have anywhere else to post this and he was feeling really down and he didn't know what to do. We appreciate you guys, seriously. We're sorry that it got misconstrued. :) I hope you understand.

[houseburning]

I didn't really misconstrue. You said no one cared about you, not that one person was hurting you and wasn't acting like they cared. I appreciate the apology, though. I did want to assure you that it was apparent to us that people did care and I'm glad you guys can see that today. I hope MD can also see that even though this one person isn't supporting him or showing him care, that there are other people who care. I know he's going through a rough time right now.

I hope things get easier for you and that the ultrasound gives you some answers.

[spider_system]

Yeah..."misconstrued" might not have been the best word there. Glad u understood what I meant tho! I sent ur support onto MD, and he's appreciative of it. :)