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Mori: Okay, so apparently we CAN absorb information through audio... as long as the INTERNET isn't involved with it, a blazing distraction of "CLICK ME CHECK ME MULTITASK BADLY!" So putting on a cursed tape with which to time our work shifts of spot-blacking and page-formatting Xenogals Ashcan works out really well! And we took NOTES! :D Which we are posting here for our own convenience.

The first tape we listened to was the one labeled 3-D “Ritual Abuse: Evaluation & Treatment Strategies for Children and Adolescents,” by Kimball Ladien, M.D., at the Believe the Children First Annual Conference. After having listened to the whole thing, I STILL don't know what year it was made, only that it was probably before 1990, because it mentioned the McMartin preschool case positively. The conference took place in Illinois, probably Chicago, and it mostly seemed to be Illinois people.

Cursed Memory Wars Tapes

Oct. 16th, 2025 09:53 am
lb_lee: an instrument panel with a hole, an arrow pointing to said hole, and a written warning: do not put tongue here AGAIN. (questionableideas)
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We just received a collection of truly cursed audio cassette tapes from the Memory Wars—conference panels, it looks like. We plan to digitize them all and upload them to archive.org after checking to insure the audio is still understandable after 35 years, but being hard of hearing, have very little use for the tapes themselves. If you want one of these horrible cursed objects, please let us know!

The tapes’ labels identify them as:
• 3-D “Ritual Abuse: Evaluation & Treatment Strategies for Children and Adolescents,” by Kimball Ladien, M.D., at the Believe the Children First Annual Conference
• IVe-383-87 Conversation Hour - Child Abuse and Dissociation (“Summit” added in handwriting; maybe from 1987?)
• C153-20 Treatment of Adult Ritual Abuse Survivors
• 15-234-85 Child Abuse and Dissociation (maybe from 1985?)
• 05-834-93 Psychobiology of Trauma: Current Advances in Research... (by) Bessel A. van der Kolk, M.D. (maybe from 1993?)
• Id-383-87 Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and Dissociation (maybe from 1987?)
• (handwritten label) Cory Don Hammond - Dr. Green 4th 1992 Conference (side A) C. Hammond on Dr. Greenbaum (side B)
• (handwritten label) C153-21 The Use of Play Therapy with Child & Adult Survivors of Ritual Abuse: V. Graham-Costain Orange CA 1990
• (handwritten label) Seventh Child Abuse Symposium ‘Cults’- Ritualistic Child Abuse 1986 San Jose CA Meeting Lt. Brad Darling, Kern, Co, Co. (two tapes, labeled in such a way that possibly there’s a missing third)

All things in parentheses are my notes. I have no other info about these tapes at this time, and likely won’t til after con this weekend.

Goodbye Wizard RawBlood...

Oct. 14th, 2025 08:43 am
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You and the large dog escaped from the dungeon with 100557 points, the amulet of Yendor (worth 5000 Zorkmids), a garnet stone (worth 700 Zorkmids), 1 worthless piece of colored glass, and 1112 pieces of gold, after 19727 moves. You were level 14 with a maximum of 112 hit points when you escaped.

Hit return to continue:


Rawlin: A little past midnight, on October 15, 2025, I did it. I made it to level 40 (Hell) safely, tamed the Hell Hound with treats (Mori: didn’t know you could do that! We didn’t have to fight him at all, renamed him Good Hellhound) and when the Wizard of Yendor made himself invisible and began teleporting through levels, I decided to hell with it and used my painfully obtained wand of wishing to wish for a dead floating eye (Mori: didn’t know you could safely do that either), ate it, and then wished for three potions of blindness. After that, I quaffed both it and a potion of speed, and one or two hits at a time, I whittled him down and finally defeated him.

I used my final wish for three tripe rations, whereupon I climbed up through the dungeons until I returned to Level 9, where I had left my original pet dog for safekeeping. (It is impossible in hack103 for your dog to follow you all the way to Hell and back.) once little, the dog was now large and feral. I gave my dog treats and then we went home together, one level at a time.

I am pleased at my win.

Mori: by the end of the game, dragons were RUNNING from her! Didn’t know that was possible either! Good game, sugarcane.

LB autobio: Rage Against the Regime

Oct. 14th, 2025 06:27 pm
lb_lee: A drawing of a smiling, light skinned black man with freckles and frizzy graying blond hair. (biff)
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Rage Against the Regime
Series: LB autobio
Summary: Biff rages out over politics, beats the shit out of a headspace wall, and then goes on a fetch quest to blow off steam.
Word Count: 1800
Notes: Winner of the fan poll this month! If you want to support writing like this (and have your votes count double!), check out our LiberaPay or Patreon! The book referenced is Burnout: the Secret to Unlocking the Stress Cycle, by Emily Nagoski and Amelia Nagoski. Content warnings for consensual sex and the American political everything.

Rawlin fights a dragon

Oct. 13th, 2025 11:48 am
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Mori: in hack103, of course!

We each have our preferred Hack classes. Rawlin likes the wizard.

Eating monsters, fighting dragons. We need a hack103 tag. )
lb_lee: Rogan drawing/writing in a spiral. (art)
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Rogan: We are uploading our sketchbooks to archive.org. When the uploads finish, you can grab them at https://archive.org/details/@lb_lee/lists/2/lb-works

The scans do not include comics pages, but cover all other pages from 2012-2016: project plans, headmate drawings, life drawing. etc. Please feel free to download copies for yourselves. This seems the easiest way to make sure they aren't lost. They are under a Creative Commons non-Commercial Share-Alike License. 194 MB total.

Poutybat Dracula

Oct. 10th, 2025 09:35 am
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Mori/Rogan: Guys, we watched Steven Moffat’s 2020 Netflix series, Dracula, we can’t stop thinking about it, and now we’re making it all y’all’s problem.

the spoileriffic adventures of poutybat Dracula )

Updated Knitting Inventory

Oct. 6th, 2025 07:36 pm
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Completed this year:
- Armwarmers
- Ziprelaxagon socks
- Citrus slice #2
- Citrus slice #3
- Yarn swap purse is now fully complete, with lining, inside pocket, closure and strap! I posted some photos on Tumblr here.

Currently on needles:
- Regina Marie pattern with green-blue yarn from Zen Yarn Garden - I posted a progress photo on Tumblr here.
- Leaf shawl that I intend to frog

Yarn stash plans:Read more... )

Web Ban Circumvention: Go Free

Oct. 6th, 2025 08:21 am
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Rogan: In my post about a physical newsletter, I forgot another thing we’ve been considering doing to circumvent the bans: make our digital work free and run it on donations like LiberaPay.

Read more... )
lb_lee: A happy little brain with a bandage on it, enclosed within a circle with the words LB Lee. (Default)
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Rogan: Well, this is something I have been keeping a secret for the past year, but it looks like I might have finally finished my personal memory work. Since September 2024, I have had only a few episodes, all triggered under extremely specific, unusual circumstances and all fairly easy to deal with. As I've waited to see if I'm truly done, I've come to find a lot of discussions about trauma lacking. As one therapist of mine once called it, there's a lot of talk of traumatic injury, and barely any about traumatic growth.

Looking back from where I am. )

Scribbles and Bits: the Newsletter?

Oct. 4th, 2025 02:05 pm
lb_lee: a penguin saying "Just because you decide to sell out doesn't mean anyone's going to buy!" ($ellingout)
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As many of you know, within the past three months, we've been dealing with a lot of crackdowns on our work online. Our blog is unviewable in Mississippi and our #1 bestseller, All in the Family, got kicked off itch.io. This has nothing to do with the works themselves (oh no, a minor might read our very adult essay about TAXES and BUSINESS EXPENSES!) but wealthy, powerful people trying to control others.

As annoyed as we are by this, we are not surprised. We've seen this coming for years, we have a plan, and we want to hear how YOU feel about it, fans and readers!

Vax LB Reads Books

Oct. 3rd, 2025 09:35 am
lb_lee: A colored pencil drawing of Raige's freckled hand holding a hot pink paperback entitled the Princess and Her Monster (book)
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Getting double vaxxed means we spent yesterday on our ass, reading all our backed up library books. So, what’d we read? (Combining with other books we finished a week or so ago.)

queers and multis and cat people, oh my! )
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