Loss

MD: my grandparents' house burned down last night. They survived the fire, but they lost everything. They lost all belongings, as well as their cats. The place is gone. I was just there like, not that long ago? It's so odd to think about this. All the Christmas Eves that were spent there...birthdays...anniversaries. All the memories are...gone...just...gone. 

I know I'm shaken up, but i can't even begin to imagine what they're feeling rn. I've talked to my grandma just a few minutes today but her voice is shaky and it sounds as though it's a struggle for her to speak without crying. I can only imagine that she's trying her hardest not to bawl constantly. 

...anyway...yeah. that's the update.