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spider_system) wrote2017-04-29 12:45 pm
spider_system) wrote2017-04-29 12:45 pm
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Birthday Mode Activated? Not So Much...
MD: it's my mom's birthday. It's supposed to be a happy day, right? Cake, presents? ICE CREAM?
Yeah well I mean she'd get all that stuff if she were alive. But she's not.
This is the second year we're celebrating her birthday without her. She died Jan 2, 2016. (I mean, so she's only been dead a little over a year, but you know what i mean...)
It's just really tough? Not having her around. Like I'd rather not go into deets of her death rn, but I mean, she was my best friend really. I miss her so much.
Yeah well I mean she'd get all that stuff if she were alive. But she's not.
This is the second year we're celebrating her birthday without her. She died Jan 2, 2016. (I mean, so she's only been dead a little over a year, but you know what i mean...)
It's just really tough? Not having her around. Like I'd rather not go into deets of her death rn, but I mean, she was my best friend really. I miss her so much.
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