Birthday Mode Activated? Not So Much...

[spider_system]

MD: it's my mom's birthday. It's supposed to be a happy day, right? Cake, presents? ICE CREAM? 

Yeah well I mean she'd get all that stuff if she were alive. But she's not. 

This is the second year we're celebrating her birthday without her. She died Jan 2, 2016. (I mean, so she's only been dead a little over a year, but you know what i mean...) 

It's just really tough? Not having her around. Like I'd rather not go into deets of her death rn, but I mean, she was my best friend really. I miss her so much. 

Comments

[mirrorofsmoke]

God. We can so sympathize with this post. Not our mom. She's still around. But this is totally how we feel about our gramma and the woman who babysat us, and most about our best friend& Mik who died last year. The people we love should be there, dammit. It's like this big, empty void inside you, right?

*Offers of hugs or other comforting gestures*

-Spring

[valerianhouse]

I can relate in my own experience away from front, if not at front. I'm so sorry; there isn't anything like this. Hang in there as best you can.