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[spider_system]

 If you don't hear from us ever again don't be surprised. We're unwanted. We might as well be dead. Sorry for being a bother to everyone. We love you guys. We thought we were friends. But half of the people we ever talk to never seem to like us. 

Again, we're sorry. 

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[houseburning]

I'm not sure where you're getting these ideas that you're unwanted or a bother. We've replied to most of your posts and have had conversations on discord.

Being told "We thought we were friends," is sort of hurtful because we've never done anything to you that would indicate that we dislike you. It seems like you're lashing out at people who have been supportive of you in an attempt to further isolate yourselves. That's not a good idea.

I'm not sure what's going on, honestly. I know you guys have had a lot of internal system shit and a lot of medical stuff and pain, and maybe that's affecting your judgement and behavior, I don't know.

I can see from the comments on this post, as well as the ones on your previous post that there are people who care and are reaching out to help you, us included. I'm not sure what you need or what's lacking, but you can talk to us if you want to.

-jache, wilson, mango, others.

[mirrorofsmoke]

I'm seconding houseburning on all counts. :(

[spider_system]

Omega: hey friends. This was sorta in a direction that wasn't directed towards yall, if that makes sense. MD didn't have anywhere else to post this and he was feeling really down and he didn't know what to do. We appreciate you guys, seriously. We're sorry that it got misconstrued. :) I hope you understand.

[houseburning]

I didn't really misconstrue. You said no one cared about you, not that one person was hurting you and wasn't acting like they cared. I appreciate the apology, though. I did want to assure you that it was apparent to us that people did care and I'm glad you guys can see that today. I hope MD can also see that even though this one person isn't supporting him or showing him care, that there are other people who care. I know he's going through a rough time right now.

I hope things get easier for you and that the ultrasound gives you some answers.

[spider_system]

Yeah..."misconstrued" might not have been the best word there. Glad u understood what I meant tho! I sent ur support onto MD, and he's appreciative of it. :)